I have issue with trust.
I don't think I trust people easily.
I'm not smart though, I always believe what people say.
I believe you but it doesn't mean that I trust you.
You see the difference with believe and trust?
I'm a very "alone" person, I won't say lonely, just alone.
I can count my friends, I stick with them.
For so many years, I have the same friends.
My friends have other friends, I used to try really hard to fit in.
Then, I thought to myself, why?
But yeh, it's good to know more people, I shouldn't stay under my shell.
I guess it's better like this for me because NO DRAMA.
Friends around me, they all HAVE DRAMA within their group.
Omg, I find it really scary.
I'm so so so glad, so glad, my friends and I don't fight.
A friend chats a lot with me recently.
He asked me why am I always home.
I said my best friends are overseas.
He asked what about high school mates.
I said I have none.
I changed 6 different schools from primary to secondary.
Especially in high schools, I have 2 good friends from the first high school.
I just saw them last week, they live really far.
Second high school, nobody talks to me.
The girls just simply hated me because I was new and I was a blogger.
Third high school, the same thing, people judge me as a blogger.
What's so bad about being a blogger? We've got a brain, man.
I think I only made one good friend from there.
He's studying in the UK now.
- It's really great to have guy friends, less drama.
-Do not make friends with people who always do friend-hopping.
If they can't stay with their friends, what makes you think that they can stay with you?
(There are exceptions though)
-Once you find a friend, really take her/him as a friend, respect her/him.
-Friendship requires effort, you're no big shot.
Don't envy people who have friends for a long time, ask yourself if you put any effort?
Sure? You did? You really did? Ok, he/she is probably not the right friend, you will find.
There is this very good way to find out who you think is your friend.
I was thinking about this, it works for me, I don't know if it works for you.
Hypothetically, you are to get married, the most important day of your life...
Who will want them to be your bridesmaids/best men?
This got me good.
I don't even have to tell you who's my maid of honour.
I would say I'll have a maid of honour and 4 bridesmaids.
Good for you if you are certain like me.
If you go thinking "hmm, he is my good friend but meh... my best man? hmm..."
Hahahahaha, there you go, it's your answer.
Take a minute to thank your true friends.
Good luck, make a friend today, sincerely...